oh man

i feel sick to my stomach. i hate stressing over school even when im not in it. i didn't realize it's already the end of the month and im really uncertain if i was supposed to start my next class or not. if it starts tomorrow and i miss the first day i am going to have some sort of breakdown. i really dont want to mess things up more than they already are. i'm late on my tuition payments, i have to retake my a&p2 class, and i may miss the first day of physics. sweet deal. this is the worst feeling in the world. i hate letting myself down.