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two great movies in under 24 hours

2010-01-08T17:53:00.001-08:00

i love it.

and i now have a super huge spock crush. i can only see this going in good directions.
zachary quinto~

...

2010-01-07T22:25:00.001-08:00

now i just want to listen to right away, great captain while i think and reflect on my life. i also want to read john keats poems and interpret them.

who knows

2010-01-07T22:17:00.000-08:00

sometimes you can watch a movie and it really gets to you. 500 days of summer did just that. i'm so emotionally confused and touched. i can relate to it and it hurts. i guess the movie did its job. kudos.

meh

2009-11-22T03:40:00.001-08:00

i talked to row tonight and he sent me some of his poems. they were all pretty depressing but i enjoyed them nonetheless. it made me want to write but i was unsure what to write about. our conversation ended with him saying "cheers" instead of goodnight and then i thought of this:

to memories and experiences, happy and sad
to loves in my life i'll have and have had
i raise my glass high in the air
a night like tonight, for me, is not rare
a night full of laughter and unspeakable feelings
a night full of sobs and detestable reelings
it isn't filled with family and friends
it's merely to reflect and so often it mends
i down the shot mixed of whiskey and rum
and let the foul taste burn my throat and my toungue
i'll fall asleep alone tonight
and in the morning let bitter loneliness bite
maybe tomorrow i'll do this again
in fact i know my demons will win
ill come home from work and feel like shit
then decide to see how drunk i can get
the temporary relief is just enough
to keep me going when life gets rough
cheers

ugh

2009-11-21T13:05:00.000-08:00

fuccccccckkkkkkkkkk

octoberfest in my head

2009-10-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

always get real excited this time of year. it is my favorite. the weather, the smell, the festivities. i think everyone's spirits grow just a little when they walk outside the first day it starts to cool down and just take a deep breath in. i feel like i should exercise this month or go to the park and play frisbee. i dont want to let this year slip by as i sit on the computer and blog ( no offense self...). estimated twelve days until i see my future husband. he is one of the reasons this year is so special and i need to make this year end remarkably. i want to spend every holiday with him but i know i can't take that many of them off from work so i am looking forward to one very important one. you'd think it was christmas, right? nope. of course i love christmas and it is important but i'm think more along the lines of new years. i want to start off my new year the way i want to start off every new year for the rest of my life... with shawn. well i guess i'm off to sleep. <33

as poetic as my life gets

2009-09-26T01:40:00.000-07:00

so i mentioned in my last post that going from the beginning of spetember to the middle of october would be berable. FUCKING WRONG. i so heavily contemplated just up and leaving tonight that i scared myself. it is so super hard to love and want something that YOU HAVE but it lives 500 miles away. don't get me wrong, im not giving it up, if anyting i want him more than ever. it just hurts everyday i'm not with him. every stupid love song on the radio, every happy couple i see reminds me of my perfect other half just WAITING FOR ME. if i could redo my god damn life i wouldn't have slacked off in school so I could be with him right now. i know he knows better than anyone else how bad he wants to be with me but. a;d;edanflsbf;sefbewfn i feel like crying my eyes out everynight. logic is my enemy. i feel like my heart is telling me something so strong and my forebrain is throwing logic in my face laughing at me. it was someone's cruel joke to spread us so far apart. i'm just going to bed because i'm going to make myself cry. fuck logic. fuck money. fuck standards. i want love. i want MY love. and i want it now. i want to be so happy.

dear dreams, please come true SOON.

over and out, scout!

2009-09-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

st. augustine was amazing! shawn and i had the time of our lives. the wedding was beautiful and I met some incredible and super fun people. i really didn't want that to end. I woke up monday morning feeling so blah because i went from extreme happiness and excitement to work. needless to say, it took a little while for my mood to even out. i'll get to see him again. i am flying up in October for special secret things. the special secret things aren't really the point. the point is i get to see shawn again and it will be soon. that makes the inbetween time bearable. other than shawn news, i am in the middle of transefering back to bcc to enroll for radiology. i'm more than ready to get my degree on the road. i can't wait to be done and move out of florida. i waited twenty years to get out and now that i've been out of state i need moarrrr. it probably helps that everyone awesome lives there too. i've decided i really want another tattoo. steel's british girlfriend was here and spontaniously got a gypsy skull that turned out amazing. i got a little jealous and then decided i am going to get worry dolls on my right foot. three of them to be exact. i really love foreign folklore and these are so bright and colorful with such an interesting psychological and cute background and meaning i know i wont regret it. here is a picture of a few of them.

anyways i guess that is all that is really going through my head atm. i'll post later.

oh baby you, you got what i need

2009-09-02T22:18:00.000-07:00

ever get that feeling that it's completely perfect? i have and it's awesome.
~~~~~~
evan texted me tonight and said:
"so you probably don't want to hear this but i miss you horribly, if there's ever a chance for round two i'll do it better, i'm done working myself to death and i'm not happy about how lazy and indecisive i was "
you know what was funny (and i shouldnt be uncaring towards his feelings) it didn't affect me any. i am so super happy with the decision i made. i did it to make myself happy and it worked. i had nothing in common with evan and it took me meeting myself incarnate to realize just how happy i could be with someone else. and the strange part is what makes me happy lives 500 miles away and that doesn't make it shitty at all. i don't care how far i'd have to drive, i want this more than anything. i tried to explain to shawn how he makes me feel but i don't think it came out right. i tried to say how young and careless i feel with him but it isn't in a bad way. it's in a refreshing way. i don't do anything but laugh and smile when we talk. after being with devin i tried to grow past the "like someone as soon as you meet them" feeling and diving head first into a relationship. when i met evan we took things as slow as a sloth! i acted very adult and we never even really mentioned to each other any sort of feeling. he never once told me he liked me or that i was beautiful to him. he didn't even have a public relationship with me. stupid me. all along i thought that was how adults handled emotion. WRONG. i know it's early in this relationship but it is already fantastic. we haven't even had sex and i'm on top of the world. i guess that's what true chemistry feels like. it's brilliant. shawnsy tells me i'm pretty and tells me he wants to be with me. he makes me smile and want to wake up just so i can text him or talk. i feel incredible. i can't wait to see him again. only 8 days left.

~~~~~~oh man

2009-08-18T07:11:00.001-07:00

i'm in a great mood

2009-08-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

Had a pretty good night last night. Went to Orlando to see Bg and hang out with Trevor and Amanda. We smoked some serious hookahs and had a blast making fun of each other. I think trevor got the worst of it. After that I went back to Titusville where I met up with Allyssa and Ashton for a meteor party. We laid about 6 blankets down in a straight line and had everyone lay down and watch the stars while we drank wine, smoked, and talked about whatever came to mind. Every once in awhile we'd see an awesome meteor streak across the sky. It's weird how small you feel when you look up for so long. Needless to say, but that was one of the best nights i've had in a long time. It was super relaxing and a great bonding experience. Wish I could have gotten videos of those awesome meteors.
I'm also really looing forward to meeting someone special from Team Rowdy! Shawn seems like an awesome person! Cheers to new friends and evil twins. I found mine.

i like to put things off

2009-08-02T17:52:00.001-07:00

like studying physics. too many distractions. i'll never be focused.

maybe i'll get a 240 just for this...

2009-07-29T21:01:00.000-07:00

i'm sooooooo jealous

http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f13/shawnji11/DSCF0351.jpg

been awhile

2009-07-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

so i always start some type of online journal but then let it go eventually. i'm going to try to not let that happen to this one. i've been doing well recently. school starts back soon and i can't wait to jsut get it over with. i've been seeing evan a lot lately and i hope that things work out with us or we figure out where we are going with this "relationship" soon. my birthday is in 12 days! i'll be 20 years old. all i asked for for my birthday was seasons of the mighty boosh and it's always sunny on dvd. might also have a little bash. alright i'm going to nap before work. later!

it's been awhile

2009-05-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

i've been busy. love life going GREAT! work going alright. school not going atm. my pets are still alive. my car is in the shop. i'm pretty happy.

2009-05-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

went to my cousin bradley's last night and had quite a time. i love my family, we seriously own. decided i'm going to get a zen garden and a hookah... SOON!

you know that i can USE somebodayyyy

2009-05-13T10:16:00.000-07:00

i'm in the process of dying my hair =)

it's going to look amazing!!!!!

pics later

long time

2009-05-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

had a blast in the keys. i would love to go there again. i'd actually love to just throw caution into the wind and move there. settle down and get way too carefree. <3 i'm a bit too tired to post all the happenings. see you tomorrow!

pigfluenza

2009-05-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

so the keys are going really good except fot the fact that i got sick. i have a sore throat and i had a fever yesterday. i'm hoping i get better before tomorrow. on a lighter note, went jet skiing. thought courtney was going to kill me a few times. other than that i really enjoyed it. i love going fast. made me want a motorcycle even more. i seen some mini hookahs down here and i'm really thinking about getting one, we'll see.

<333

excited

2009-05-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

going to the keys tomorrow with courtney! going shopping tonight! spending like 200$$or more. can't wait.

getting creepy

2009-05-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

so i am pretty creeped out right now. i started reading Eclipse tonight at work to try and keep my mind off the events of the day when i realize the concept of Eclipse is Bella trying to make everyone happy and finding out she can't. She is trying to have a relationship with Edward while trying to patch up her relationship with Jacob. what did i do tonight? try to make everyone happy and it blew up in my face. Steel is jacob black in this situation(family) devin is edward, and i am bella. i tried to do what i thought would have no consequence and make devin feel better but i ended up hurting steel in the process. there is a specific scene in the book where edward tells bells it isn't her fault, which are the exact words i heard tonight. "cheyenne, don't feel guilty, it isn't your fault."

all i know is that got really weird. why is stephenie meyer such a good wrtiter?!

"you're not the first thing i think about when i wake up, you're not my priority"

2009-05-04T15:13:00.000-07:00

i wish i could scream that's how i feel about him. there isn't a day that goes by that he doesn't cross my mind. is it supposed to feel like this? is it normal to still feel like he is the only person who will really understand me even after all the horible things we went through? there was a faint glint of hope that there still might be a chance and that he still loves me, but when given the opportunity to respond in a plesant way, i chose to be rude and i haven't heard from him since. i'm pretty sure... no i am absolutely positive it was for the best. i know he'll never change. i think th hardest part is that even though we aren't together, our lives and friends are so closely intertwined that i almost can't go a day without hearing his name from someone. how can i forget about someone who pops up everyday? this is pretty lame to say but i feel like i'm in New Moon. Not as depressed though. not at all. but i don't know if i can ever love someone the way i loved him and i don't think that's fair. time will tell, i guess.

p.s. can you tell i am rereading the twilight series?

if i had one wish

2009-05-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

it would be to live a life like bella and find my edward.

history repeats itself

2009-05-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

so i'm at work and my phone goes off because i have a new text. i keep reading new moon for awhile completely forgetting i have one. i remember and get up to check it. it says "hey" and all at once i feel like i'm going to throw up and a wave of mixed emotions fills my head. why, you ask, would a simple text saying "hey" make me feel so awful? because it was from him. and everyone knows exactly who i'm talking about. the only person who can tear me to shreds and then act like nothing ever happened.

in the end i told him be it friendly texting or not, i am not his friend and i will not play those games.

here you go

2009-04-29T10:10:00.001-07:00

here is the picture of my super cute rainbow. there is one on each shoulder.

last night

2009-04-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

went and got those tattoos i've been mentioning. went to studio XIII. they were amazing. heard some pretty rad music. i'm trying the wet heal method. so far so good.
this morning i'm lyin in bed alone with the love of my life. thank goddess.
<3 i'll post pics later.

what a night

2009-04-26T16:08:00.000-07:00

got to see bradley and allyssa last night. thank goddess.

um i've been checking out newmoonmovie.org for all the latest update on New Moon. i really can't wait for this movie to come out.

i felt like writing a long post but as soon as i started to i just lost all motivation. i'm going to go read New Moon again.

WOWZERZ

2009-04-24T21:06:00.000-07:00

i've been at work for about nine hours now. three more to go. shit sucks. going to josh's afterward though to drink some beer and relax. i deserve it. kind of missing someone atm.

thank goddess

2009-04-23T21:49:00.000-07:00

i came home to this in my fridge. thank you mom.

finals today =/

it's about that time

2009-04-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

finals are here for a&p and i'm super stoked to be done with this class. i'm pretty much over any sort of anatomy for about four months. you better believe at the end of this week i'm going to get get retarded drunk and celebrate. and hopefully i get some sort of break from work over the weekend. i forgot what working five days a week was like... oh wait, i remember. it sucks!
on that note i think i'm going to go back outside and smoke another cig before i have to go look at some slides.

@ work

2009-04-20T17:34:00.000-07:00

and just realized i can't make a blog post private. so no detailed account, but david is too cute.

:o]

2009-04-20T11:18:00.001-07:00

i'm beaming. had an awesome night. to top it all off it was 4/20 and i didn't even realize it. started the day off by watching super high me. funniest movie ever.
came home today to find steel passed out in my bed. =P
now i have to get ready for work. i'll probably get back on and write an in-depth detailed account of last night but set it to private. my business, not yours.
<3 later loves.

oh & btw

2009-04-16T09:23:00.001-07:00

yes the astrology picture of the day is of a full moon and a castle, aka my future house. :o]

-vampiress

THANK GODDESS

2009-04-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

i finally got my tax return for the year and i know exactly how i am going to spend some of it! i decided to add on to my shoulder/chest ice cream cones with a pastel rainbow and clouds outlined in black. i absolutely cannot wait. i'm going to get it done within the next two weeks. i think the pictures down here give you a good idea, although neither of them are exactly what im aiming for. more like a simpler combination of both.

as for today, it's going pretty well. can't pay attention in class so i decided to make a long "to do" list. might as well spend my day off wisely since i have a busy weekend. tomorrow night i have work/ justin's bachelor party (yes i'm going to a bachelor party). saturday i have open house out at work/ justin's wedding/ and the cd release for ovni. i'm super stoked.

and for anyone who cares about my WOW happenings, i decided to use the wiped out talent tree to switch to discipline. thank goddess i did that. it makes wow life so much better. i'm basically a power reflective shield. my hp has gone way up and my receiving damage went way down. it might not be good for pvp yet because i still really need to get used to it, but as for mobs, i'm kicking the shit out of them.

2009-04-15T23:12:00.001-07:00

let me just start with this.... this is so me.
anyways, today went pretty good. work went fast. on a terrible note, i think my fish died...

one of those moods

2009-04-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

^^LOL

i can tell this month is going to be bumpy for me emotionally. i feel like im stuck in a weird place in my life. one minute i'm happy and then the next i'm a little upset and nostalgic.
i read a survey from david that had questions dealing with his ex and so i decided to let my brain go there and BAM! as soon as i did i felt like instant shit. then i decided to lurk around some of the old rockledge crew stuff and keep going with my emotional decent.
as i'm writing i've kind of just leveled out. i had a pretty good night overall. justin gave me his wedding invite, spent all night with a.d.d. aj, and got a b on my midterm.
i think i'm done bloggin for now. later.

how excited are you?!

2009-04-14T11:08:00.001-07:00

i'm pretty damn excited. it's my second favorite time of the year. If halloween were in this season i'd die of complete joy. i absolutely love the intense thunderstorms that come about this time. this is literally the only time i like working out at the space center too. that place has it's own little atmosphere. the weather gets so much more nasty and i love it.

2009-04-12T20:12:00.000-07:00

i feel like shit[not to mention i feel naive]so funny how one minute you can be truly happy and not care about anything, and then the next moment you feel like you're going to throw up and realize that you're life is like one big instant replay. even the person who i trusted with my entire being fucked me over, why should i even put faith in something else. and i can't be mad because i was fully warned, and i just saw it coming. but i let myself think that maybe, just maybe i'm a little luckier in relationships than i truly am. oh well. back to palying WOW.

all smiles

2009-04-12T16:52:00.000-07:00

saw an amazing band last night play at rusty's in the port for a very awesome boy's birthday. (myspace.com/theovni)
went back to dustin's house and played some awesome dart/drinking games. we got pretty drunk, needless to say.
ended up spending some quality time with the birthday boy. he's a real cutie. all in all this weekend was pretty damn good. hope i get a repeat.
later.

=)

2009-04-10T15:08:00.001-07:00

=) x 100,000,000

2009-04-09T11:10:00.000-07:00

M. Ward is so cute, and i love his voice. :o]

oops lol, my bad.

2009-04-08T09:35:00.000-07:00

went to nap on my lunch break and set my alarm for the wrong time. now i just missed the last half of our lecture. thank god i've already taken this class once before.
well, now that i think about it, stupid shit like that is the reason i had to take it over.

Ville Valo (i'm listening to "sweet pandemonium" by HIM)

2009-04-07T12:33:00.000-07:00

i had a dream last night that ville valo was at my house for some HIM promotion and he was signing autographs and whatnot. when he seen me i asked him to give me a tattoo of some picture he'd drawn. of course he said yes, but that he's do it when everyone left. well after everyone was gone he gives me a tattoo and we spend some quality time together chatting when we suddenly realize we're in love (go figure). he says that i need to meet him at some weird HIM promotion at a theme park for creepy shit. so my whole family goes and we find his setup and it's a huge castle that looks like it's decorated from "nightmare before christmas." there is some musical shit going on and he comes out of the castle doors singing really seductively with a pumpkin over his head. he finally gets to the end of his opening song and takes the pumpkin off. when he does that he sees me and calls me up on the stairs. when i get up there he looks over to one of the extras and tells them to take me into the castle because i was the girl he had been talking about. the view of the dream switches and i see my dad talking about how the man looks weird but he seems really nice and he can sing. the dream gets a bit fuzzy after that but it never really ended. all in all, how awsome would that be? my own personal vampire love....

i want

2009-04-06T17:34:00.000-07:00

a zen garden with a waterfall so i can relax.

beer might help too...

hhhhhhhhhehhh

2009-04-05T20:02:00.001-07:00

boys...

oh shit shake that ass now let me see your hips swing

2009-04-04T08:53:00.001-07:00

i love the intense satisfaction a simple glass of ice cold water can provide after a long night of straight up alcohol.

i missed the big orlando party last night. as much as i wanted to go i can't say that i didn't have an extremely good night just chilling in mims with my friends. we dug into some nasty ass, "back of the cabinet, hadn't been touched in months" alcohol after we ran out of beer which made for an interesting end to the night. a bit of techno/indie dancing in the garage with a group of very different friends. it was simple and i loved it.

as for this morning, i'm not hungover (thank goddess). i think i might take a cat nap and then clean my room. later.

dreaming

2009-04-02T13:20:00.000-07:00

this has nothing to do with my last post but i was watching mighty boosh stand-up and there was a part of it where howard moon (julian barratt) talks about his hero "tommy." the way he said the lines was so funny...

"tommy was a dreamer, uh he had many dreams, he um he, we all dream but... do we really dream? yes we do.......but do we really dream? ... we do dream."

wish i could take just that part and post the clip. just use your imagination, and that picture ^^

dramatic pauses and over exaggeration ftw!

if you are really curious about it then here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5rhBJq7o8g

it is around 3 minutes 11 seconds. take care!

hmm

2009-04-02T11:12:00.001-07:00

second night in a row i've had a dream about devin. i really don't care about him anymore but it makes me wake up in a horrible mood.

bahahha

2009-03-31T21:57:00.001-07:00

again with my odd sense of humor. while searching for clips of anything with michael fielding in them i stumbled across "gritty drama button" which is a ton of minute long clips of michael fielding and others acting out gritty drama scenes. there isn't really any point to them at all other than making fun of dramas. i found it quite hillarious.

here is the link to one if you care http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRRj02u9X9M

lazy bum

2009-03-31T19:35:00.000-07:00

i really didn't get anything accoomplished before i started school other than sleeping for a record 15 hours. i swear i am a hybernating bear sometimes.
in order to say i did something in the last two days i'm going to try to fill my ipod up finally. haven't really put anything on it since i bought it in december. it is just so rediculously tedious to try and download, label, and put things on an ipod. good luck to myself.

thank goddess

2009-03-30T13:48:00.001-07:00

i was right. class doesn't start untill wednesday! i'm so happy. maybe i can get some shit taken care of before then. on a different note...
julian barratt is shy and real life and that is cute.

re: oh man

2009-03-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

you know what? i'm not going to let that shit stress me. you only have one fucking life and i'll be damned if i let little shit like that bother me. if i miss the first day, fuck it. i have a gut feeling that i'm not missing it. besides, it isn't like they are going to hunt me down and chop off my fingers and toes for missing one day. i'll work hard and make it up if i do. so for now i'll let my sweet little shaman fill my dreams tonight and have a great fucking night.

p.s. michael fielding, i love you.

oh man

2009-03-30T01:45:00.001-07:00

i feel sick to my stomach. i hate stressing over school even when im not in it. i didn't realize it's already the end of the month and im really uncertain if i was supposed to start my next class or not. if it starts tomorrow and i miss the first day i am going to have some sort of breakdown. i really dont want to mess things up more than they already are. i'm late on my tuition payments, i have to retake my a&p2 class, and i may miss the first day of physics. sweet deal. this is the worst feeling in the world. i hate letting myself down.

5am

2009-03-27T02:03:00.001-07:00

michael fielding - mighty boosh

fell asleep around five today and woke up at 1am. really couln't sleep so i decided to play wow for awhile. after wow i watched a few episodes of "garth marenghi's darkplace." i then lurked around at different fan sites for michael fielding. i have the wierdest celeb crushes ever. guess im going to try and sleep again.

if i had money

2009-03-25T15:02:00.000-07:00

i'd have you....

but you'd also be matte purple with cuter rims. and i wouldn't hang fag charms off the back. but mostly, i'd drift you. (turbo OK?!?!)

2009-03-24T22:27:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish i could start over with every relationship that i ever had and just go for what i want becuase i think i know now exactly what i want. and i think my past kind of ruined it. i want to just burn some incense and just relax. wish i were a shaman like naboo.

speaking of the mighty boosh, josh showed me this really funny comedy/horror show called "darkplace." very funny.

And lastly, that is the hookah i want. it's so cute. like 17.99$ on ebay.

let's start over

2009-03-22T10:35:00.000-07:00

forget that last post.

guys, you get a fresh start. but so do i. i found my lvl 99 supershield of self control. have fun trying to break it.

later.

no time

2009-03-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

for bullshit. holla.

long weekend

2009-03-15T12:47:00.000-07:00

bye bye Loews Royal Pacific Resort. shit was fun. i got drunk, got engaged to a fairy boat driver, almost died of heat stroke, and slept a lot in really comfortable beds. again?

so far

2009-03-14T18:52:00.000-07:00

vacation is going pretty sweet. it's on hold right now until courtney's sunburn gets better. might take some more sweet pics. might go walk around by myself. might just take a shower and sleep some more, who knows... the night is young.

readest thine post

2009-03-13T00:32:00.000-07:00

i go to ytmnd.com and search medieval. pretty much everything i click on is funny. try it. i might be the only person i know who enjoys a really stupid nerd joke... or not.

!!!

2009-03-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

i can't even describe how angry i am. how dare she message me over myspace (which is lame to begin with) and tell me to stop talking about them when i haven't said a god damn word. i don't even fucking know who her best friend is to talk shit to. where is she hearing this? i think the most i said about her was she lied because she never "beat my ass." as for waving... it's a free god damn world.

and now to cool off and rise above i am going to go start season two of the mighty boosh and talk to brian. later.

really?

2009-03-10T13:32:00.000-07:00

AFK ganks? Really?

Fuck you!

2009-03-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

:o[

well well well

2009-03-09T17:43:00.000-07:00

i have a weird crush on Naboo from "The Mighty Boosh." Don't judge me. It freaks me out too. He is an awesome shaman and a pretty sweet character. I wish he was real.

getting aquainted

2009-03-09T15:52:00.000-07:00

picture this....

i'm getting to know blogspot with all it's lingo and shortcuts when i come across "dashboard." now, using my common sense, i decide this is where i will control all of my new posts, comments, friends, layouts so i click on it. sure enough it is my homepage. then i realize they call it a dashboard. this gets me super excited because it refers to a feature on a car.

Dear Blogspot,

i'm in love with you already.

man oh man

2009-03-08T14:42:00.001-07:00

i gave into this bullshit.

BlogBlogBlogBlog

two great movies in under 24 hours

...

who knows

meh

ugh

octoberfest in my head

as poetic as my life gets

over and out, scout!

oh baby you, you got what i need

~~~~~~oh man

i like to put things off

maybe i'll get a 240 just for this...

been awhile

it's been awhile

you know that i can USE somebodayyyy

long time

pigfluenza

*excited*

getting creepy

"you're not the first thing i think about when i wake up, you're not my priority"

if i had one wish

history repeats itself

here you go

last night

what a night

WOWZERZ

thank goddess

it's about that time

@ work

:o]

oh & btw

THANK GODDESS

one of those moods

how excited are you?!

all smiles

=)

oops lol, my bad.

Ville Valo (i'm listening to "sweet pandemonium" by HIM)

i want

hhhhhhhhhehhh

oh shit shake that ass now let me see your hips swing

dreaming

hmm

bahahha

lazy bum

thank goddess

re: oh man

oh man

5am

if i had money

let's start over

no time

long weekend

so far

readest thine post

!!!

really?

well well well

getting aquainted

man oh man

excited